This morning i cried a little and i listened to something i hadn't heard in a long time... my mother crying. She called me like she does every Sunday on her way to or from church, but today it she told me my grandmother is in full organ failure and my mom and my uncle disbarred lawyer signed a DNR. Just writing this is painful. The doctors think she has about 3 days. My mom explicitly told me not to come up unless she said so. And with that i try to busy myself as i get C1 ready for her 1st time ever at sleepaway camp.